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26 / 5 / 2012 @ 05:05

today i felt like drinking my self to sleep, everyday is one day closer to death in my eyes, i dont even hear from none of my “bros” nor my “family”s anymore. on top of that im in a relationship with a person who find ways not understand  my needs and never see my vision . her favorite line is “im trying” like things are not really gonna get done though “im trying”.  her bullshit make me so tired of her i dont even tlk  when i feel some type of way and she slowly becoming like the rest. i told her happy birthday and she wrote back “…thanks”. i dont even believe in birthdays so it kinda show how ungrateful she is, so  doubt she will really get what this is about since she didnt write it and my inconsiderate cousin is here for w.e reason. he wants to go home. he express it and dont even know it. he rush out here to want to rush back. he might as well skype me. kill for kill. and my sister have been actin like she really enjoy me here by crying n w.e . the real reason she is crying is because she selfish to herself and the last thing is moms she have been the worst of them all. i hear from a student at school that she is throwing a party for me. like she didnt even ask me what i wanted to do. well to conclude this ima say everyone around me think they are the center of the world. problem with this is they use me or other people to be in between that world. look im not perfect but my ass is not up my head

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25 / 5 / 2012 @ 21:58

i dont get this stupid ass world. you tell someone to be themselves but tell them how to be themselves? its no win in life